Facing Truth is as difficult as telling truth...

Hi Friends,

I opened this Blog on Jan-01-2010 as i knew most of my friends will not stay together in the coming few months. some are getting married some are moving on and most importantly i knew i am going to leave the city where i studied and worked for 2 years.
I have seen the city and my friends with my vision and my opinion. I have seen a college life with my understanding.
I have seen and i have lived a life with my friends.
I just wanted not to loose those memories..
I just hope that through my blog i will keep in touch with my friends and make many new friends..

Sunday, March 21, 2010

MOST COMMON LOVE STORY..

Hi Friends,

Thanks a lot for your appreciation for my last post "Battle Called Life"
All of you enjoyed the conversation that i have mentioned there and you all found it funny.
Well dear friends some times there are conversations between a boy and a girl that are Dangerous enough to KILL A BOY'S SOUL FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE...
Here is One..
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The boy looked at his shoes and realized he had not tied the shoe laces before he left his house.
This was the worst day of his life and he had never realized he will see this day in his life.
His Girl friend was leaving the city with her dad and he had come to say her bye..forever..
His conversation with the girls dad were sufficient enough to make him realize that he will have to live the rest of his life without her.
He looked into the eyes of his girl friend, she was wearing a cream color suite with a matching duppata and her eyes and nose were red as fire and she was looking very cute in that thought the boy.
he was standing on the platform looking straight into the girls eyes. He had no emotions left to show and had no tears left to shed.
The memories of the past were replayed again and again in front of his eyes.
he remembered the night when he proposed her.
Boy: I can only tell you that right now my heart is beating for you..
Girl: i will call you tomorrow and hanged the phone.
The seed of love was planted and it grew like a big banyan tree in 3 years.
They loved each other and wanted to get married.
BUT...

The girl was standing on the Trains door and the boy was standing on the platform. This was the moment which they had never talked about when they loved each other.

The boy was dying every second of his life. he was hungry and thirsty. There was a mysterious pain in his stomach. he could feel the butterflies of love dying one by one in himself.

The people around him never realized that they are standing near a boy who is dying and crying for help. The boy was feeling hard to breathe and was having continuous waves of pain in his heart.
He wished he could run to her and hold her hand and hug her with a strength that no one could take her away from him. but his feet was chained and locked by the loss of his love.

The train made a loud noise and the engine shacked the entire train.The boy raised his hand to hold the girl from a distance as he thought she might fell.

The train driver never knew that this time he was not doing his duty, this time he was taking someones life from that station.

The pain is difficult to explain.
"You feel like a help less baby who can not move and just cry for the mother to come and hild your hand. But in this case. MOTHER WILL NEVER COME BACK. even if you die crying like this.

The Signal went Green and the Train moved, The boy smiled and moved his lips to say bye to the girl, but he could only smile with a drop of red tear rolling down from his eyes.

The Train moved and vanished, The boy felt as if he has lost his legs. He just sat down and closed his face with his hands and cried cried cried. He felt like he attended a funeral of his 3 years old kid who died of no reason..


To be continued...

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

A Battle called Life!!!

Hi Pals,

To all the so called IT professionals......
Let me describe your life..you will love to read it.
Boys: The moment they open their eyes the first thought that comes in their mind is "yaar aaj koi bahana kar ke ghar me hi rehta hu".aaj office me kuch jyada kaam bhi nai hai etc etc. they think all this right under their warm blanket and pillow..eyes closed in peace like dead..ash tray and a half burnt sutta close to the pillow and of course the hot magazine or your laptop in hibernate mode close to the bed. This is how a young dynamic IT boys starts his day..

They usually share the room with their friends so every morning they have to fight for the toilet and the bathroom..one always feels that your roomie takes the longest possible time in the toilet.but thats not true.even you take the same amount of time..
Now comes the dressing part ..most of us love to look neat and clean in the office but boys don't care about it much..they just pay attenetion on their face,forget about other body parts,
its not like we don't want to take a daily bath, its because our room mate has occupied the bathroom for a long time and once he is out we realize we have not brushed and spent the remaining time in having a fight with the rumie...
so put 30 ml water on the front part of our hair and try to look as we have taken a 30 mins bath..believe me ,we have disguised millions with this style..bcoz we have short hairs..

Now comes the dressing part. be careful we never wear the same shirt for two days but their is no guarantee that the shirt which we wear the other day looks almost the same. I personnaly have 4 blue and 3 black shits different brands thats all..
Yes we can manage to wear the same pant for more than a month without ironing and washing..and once you wash it you can hardly recognize it was the same pant you were wearing for more than a month..

What do we do in office??
well the answer which comes from most of us is nothing!! we never love the job we do, we feel even a 8th std kid can do this with one week of training. BUT if some one asks us about the work we do..we use the most difficult words that we have come across in the IT industry like Proof of Concept. DRD,RRD,bla bla bla bla and teh work looks very difficult, thanks to the management who have made these shit work sound difficult.

Before 2-3 hours of leaving office ,we start planning the post office activities, most of which includes, kis bar me jana hai? kiske sath jana hai? aaj beer pina hai ya rum pina hai? kaun c movie dekhni hai? cook se kya khana banwana hai. aur kiske sath evening spend karni hai.

my life used be around very few and punctual friends who never changed their time to drink and the brand.no matter its dry day ya friday.

last but not the least, we never forget to talk to our girl friends no matter how much you are drunk.

What do we talk?

Boy: Hello kya kar rai ho?
grl: kuch nai aise hi..
Boy: Aise hi kya? TV dekh rai thi??
grl: nai man nai lag raha tha..tumhari yaad aa rai thi..
Boy:(he bhagwan ub ek ghanta lag jaega) ek min wait karo. boy silently goes to his friends makes a large pack takes a new smoke and quitely leaves the room. others shout but he never listens.(Thats true love).
girl: kaha gaye they.
boy kuch nai toilet me tha.
girl smiles..
Boy: (yaar ub ise kya ho gaya)??
girl: acha office kaisa tha?
boy: office, mat pucho yaar ubhi 20 min pehle hi lauta hu. although he was back home 5 hours back.
girl: ohh,,mera sweetu, tub to bahut thak gaye hoge??
boy: (ub ise kya bolu??) we play the trick here. HA ....areee nai matlub nai nai mai thaka hua nai hu.tum baat karo.

girl: (NO MERCY) aaj jante ho kya hua?
Boy: (Agar bolunga janta hu to kya jaan chor dogi?)..with curosity kya hua?
girl: bla bla bla bla bla bla.........................................................................................................................................................hahahhahaha..maja aaya na?

Boy: Trying to recollect all that the girl has told..hahahha..hahaha..ahhaha..ha bahut maja aaya.

Girl: Jhooth..hmmmm.tum sun hi nai rahe they?

Boy: looks around as if she is watching him..are nai bebi.mai sun raha tha..tum bolo.

Girl:(MERCY LESS) Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla..........................................................................................................hahah.mai to haste haste pagal ho gayi..

Boy: looking at the watch,,,(and cursing himself and thinking ki uski dost hi jyada achi thi,,bekar ise pata liya.)
...hahahahhahha...so sweeeeeeeeettttttttttt...tumhe acha laga na,,

Girl: ha acha laga, ek min hold karo.

Boy: (What a relief..drinks his glass and runs to take another one)..
girl: Hello...
Boy: Kitna wait karwati ho...
Girl: Sorry,,hmmmmm agar ubhi se wait nai karoge to shadi ke baad kaise chalega,
Boy: (Glass almost falling from his hand and the smoke chocking his lungs),keeps quite for sometime and says..mai manage kar lunga,

and the Mery less girl talks till his friends finish the whole bottle and consume all smoke and sleep wherever they can stretch their whole body.

I will continue to write....

Sunday, March 7, 2010

What is the principle of Life?

Hi All,

This post is completely different from the previous ones..this is not about me this is about Life..
I always wonder "Are we all living a life we wanted to?"
or is it this way----
1. You Think!!You have no other choice,so let it be.
2. You Think!!May be this is the best that you can get..
3. You Think!!This is what you deserve for all your deeds.

I am very sure 99.9% of us fall in the last 3 options.am i rite? and i also know the fact that we all want to be in the "Are we all living a life we wanted to?" type.

Well i leave this question and answer to you all. I fall in the category of 3. I think this is what i deserve for all my deeds.

I was also thinking when we are sad for something we have lost and cry for something that we really want to have"why do we do so?" just because we are human beings and we have emotions and feelings!!

Why are we weak? what makes us weak? emotions? family? society?
if we have so many things that makes us weak then their must be something that can give us the strength to fight all these and fall in the "Are we all living a life we wanted to?" category.

Guys i am really confused!! i dont even remember what was the first line i have written in this blog. i just know that i am writing this since i am WEAK somewhere!

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Things getting worse!!!

Hi All,

To those who still remember me "I love you all" and to those who forgot me"F^&^* YOU".
I am in Chennai now and have taken a 3 BHK house with 2 new guys. i know them through my very old friend vikram.
Thanks to got that i got some company here...else i would have lived my life like a dumb and deaf asshole...atleast i can speak in hindi when i am at home.
Well let me describe bout my house,its a symbol of middle class family house with yellow walls and some signs of poverty on the walls,some stains of oil.
there are two halls and a small store room which is pooja ghar and gym foe us.
The kitchen is so so..
The tiles are paper tiles.
My house owner is a very rich auto wala.the gundas in chennai,but he is having a scorpio as well..i was shocked to see that he even posses aquariums and a DOG and a bus..yes a BUS.
We dont talk much and i just smile when i see him and say "Vannakam".
The office is good except for the distance. i feel like no one knows any one in the office as all of them are always quite and staring @ monitor.
i have got a life science project and then i realized that an "Aspirin" took 20 years to develop and 7 out of 10 medicines bring huge loss to the health care induxtry every year.
The guy whom i am replacing is from hyderabad but loves chennai, he says its a very calm and quite city" Boss who wants a calm and quite city"
He always assists me when i go for smoke and aftre that i have to convince him everytime that i will leave smoking as it KILLS>..God bless his soul yaar.
he is joining TCS and is happy to leave CTS.
I have an end to end responsibility as i am the only one in the project for Automation . I am responsible for Analysis design development as well as running my own scripts.
Lets see what does futre have for me..i can not compromise in all aspects.

Chalo i am writing so much because i have taken internet connection today only by paying 1000 extra just bcoz i could not understand their langauage,,,another loss here